24 weeks

Im not in a good mood today. I really feel like walking out the door and getting a way for a few hours. Im really not feeling it today. My ''smartphone'' has turned out to be a dumb phone and needs to be replaced. Babe still needs his phone replaced because he lost 2 phones in 1 week. My 2 oldest boys are slacking on their chores and other responsibilities. And the 2 year old is really testing me. I rule with an iron fist but Babe is more lazy when it comes to raising children they pretty much do what they want because Im too tired to regulate and it pisses me off. I am a housewife, I am used to handling everything but I cant. Im feeling really discouraged today. I want my house cleaned but all I can do is sit around and give orders because Im too big and tired to do anything. Babe cleans but he doesnt clean as thouroughly as I want or when I want. He takes his time and I cant stand it. If I tell him to wash dishes he'll wash all the dishes but leave the pots and pans for later....just get it all done ughhhhh!!!!!
There are 5 of us, I need to wash clothes at least twice a week but im freakin tired. Devaughn(9) was my washing buddy until he washed a empty load of clothes and dried a load of dirty ones. I fired him. So now he washes dishes but I have to go behind him or sit and watch him. My 2y/o and my 5y/o can put clothes in the washing machine and move them to the dryer with supervision but it takes so long. I just feel like Im not doing my job and Im going crazy. I dont have any energy. If I take a nap my body is still tired. I cant sleep at night because I cant get comfortable. If I lay flat I cant breath or i ge t indigestion. When I lay on my sides I get heart palpitations. If i sleep on pillows reclined back a little its too much weight on my bottom parts. Bending over is a chore....my stomach is just freakin huge. If im this uncomfortable now, only God knows what months 7 and 8 hold. I want these girls to bake as long as they can. The longer they are in, the less NICU time they will need if they have to come early. Im just so tired.