I am really not the happiest person in the world at this point. I am starting to get really really uncomfortable. I cant sleep at night, 1. I keep peeing, 2. I get hungry, 3. The girls seem to think my tummy is party central, 4. I am so fat I just cant get comfortable, 5. I have the worst heartburn in the worlds history. I mean who on earth really gets heartburn when they drink a glass of water. So Im sleep deprived. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be 37 weeks. I had to take a trip to Labor and Delivery last nite. I had the most excrutiating pain in my sides and lower back. Everything turned out to be okay. But they kept me hostage for hours thats why alot of times I ignore the pain because I do not feel like sitting down there. I had another ultrasound but I cant post any pics because my cell phone is broken and Sprint refused. I cant talk to anyone, I feel so lost. Thats okay because we are having a house phone put in next Tuesday so Sprint may as well disconnect my phone. Im not giving them another dime.
But my stomach has grown alot and so have the girls. I go for another u/s next week. Hopefully things are still in excellent condition. I still havent really made a decision on the birth yet. I have my moments where I feel like superwoman and think I can handle a vaginal birth. But then I want the c section because a vaginal is too risky for them. Im just afraid of the recovery and I am not close to anyone that has had a ceserean. So I cant really talk to anyone about it. If I could be awake when they did it I would feel better. I just have issues with the whole being put to sleep thing. I want to see my little girls as soon as they are born and Babe cant go in the operating room with me. I will probably just go ahead with the c-section. Once they give you that sedative, you really dont give a damn about anything, then the sleepy juice puts you out and it feels like you were only sleep for 5 minutes. Im thinking I will probably most definitely go ahead with c-section, the vaginal is just way too risky. Well thats just about it for week 26. See you guys in 27, the start of the infamous third trimester. Im coming into the homestretch everybody , time is winding down, a few more weeks and I will be holding 2 beautiful little girls in my arms and I wont have to worry.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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Hey Baby,
ReplyDeleteHang in there...you and the girls are doing fine. I was in the room the whole time; even when they had to go in and get the second one.
With you all the way.
Dad