The Inside of 30 weeks

I dont know how I feel this week, I guess I feel relatively the same. I went in for my ultrasound today the girls are growing and sharing. I wound up in Labor and Delivery because I have been getting some pretty bad contractions today and I was ''squirting liquid'', I know it sounds gross. They also gave me a FFN (fetal fibronectin test). It supposedly predicts preterm labor, mines was positive. These little girls are already coming early(34 weeks) so they need to behave their bad butts until then. They told me if the contractions come closer together to come back. Yeah whatever thats why my 3rd boy was almost born in the toilet, because I waited. I swear I am not going back to L&D until June __, 2010. They are not going to have me sitting there for 4 hours just to send me home. I was worried about the girls being preemies but the midwife was going on and on about how they have a state of the art NICU. She bragged so much I have no choice but to believe her....LOL I just want my girls to be okay. I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in the operating room in June. Im so anxious, my body is tired and I swear I cant stretch anymore, it hurts when they move, Im irritable as hell amongst other things. Then once I deliver them it will be a whole new set of worries. Thats about it for this week....contractions are starting up again, Im going to try and get some rest. **yawn**