I had the Twinsies on Monday, today is Wednesday. I havent had anything to eat since Sunday night and I am getting quite irritable. They wont let me eat because I cant fart...they have to be sure my intestines are put back right I guess. All they have been giving me is broths, jello and water. On top of being starving and being sleeped deprived I still have to breastfeed, God I can only imagine what it will be like once Im home. So anyway my Dr said that he wants to give me a suppository and that should bring some gas out.
On a lighter note the girls are doing well. The general did reach them during delivery but Sydney recovered really fast. London didnt, she was intubated and put on a ventilator but they are both fine and breathing on there own now. When I was walking back to the operating room, I just kept telling Babe that I was scared and I wasnt ready. The walk from my room to the OR felt I was walking to get the death penalty. I know it was hard for him to to tell me not to worry and remain supportive through his own emotions. I didnt forget about his feelings. He had worries too, about me and the babies. I didnt care about myself. I just wanted London and Sydney to be okay.
London was 4lbs 8 oz and Sydney was 4lbs 9 oz. They are so cute. They look just like my 2 yr old when he was born. Im so happy that its over. The c-section wasnt as bad as I thought. All I remember is crying when I went to sleep and waking up crying, my DR leaned over and said ''Its over, the babies are out...'' then I went from fear to worry. I kept asking were they okay. Everybody kept saying they were. Babe made sure he had pictures for me as soon as I came to recovery. I couldnt wait to see them but I had to get my pain under control. They swore I was getting the morphine through a pump. I kept telling those jackasses that the pain was excrutiating. They finally checked my I.V. and it was bent up in my arm, I wasnt getting anything. Once they got that together I was fine.
I swear they are so precious. Hopefully they wont have to stay in the NICU too long. They are excellent breastfeeders, and they dont need any assistance breathing. I just hate seeing them with all of that stuff hooked up to them, especially the I.V.'s. I love them so much.
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