The Big Day is Here!!!!!!

Well today is the big day. The day I have been waiting for. I think back to when I first started this blog, how afraid I was, now here I stand. This pregnancy has been a emotional rollercoaster and filled with fear. All of the pain, anxiety and insomnia has lead up to this point. The big day. My 2 little Boone girls are coming today. I am so freakin scared but also relieved. I just love them so much. I just dont like not knowing. I am scared because I dont know whats going to happen with my girls and I am afraid of the pain after my c-section. I really cant even blog about my feelings right now. All I am feeling is fear. Im just sitting here and when they call my name I might pass out. On top of all of this I am so hungry. I havent eaten since yesterday sometime. I have nervous stomach so I feel nauseous and like I have diarrhea..lol...that was gross but hell this blog is so other mothers that have this type of twin pregnancy will know what to expect. Babe is nervous but he wont admit it. When he's nervous he gets chatty and he is talking our heads off. Godmother is here, so she can regulate on these Drs and nurses and make sure they do what they are supposed to. My mom will be down here before they get started. I had to be here by 12 but they wont get started until around about 2pm. They need 2 hrs prep time....I just really want things to go smoothly and for my girls to get here safe and for me to be okay.....ughhhh!!!!! the wait is killing me....DAMN IM HUNGRY!!!