19 weeks

Well I made it to week 19, but 24 weeks is still a long way from now. Today is Monday 3/8/2010 and I will finally see the specialist on Wednesday 3/10/10 at 7:30 am....pretty early and the appointment is 1 to 2 hours for one baby...Im having 2 so how long will I be there...who knows. I dont even really care as long as my babies get here safe. I have accepted my situation and Im at peace with it. I love my girls and I want them, I pray for them everyday. I have alot of support from my husband, my family and friends (the real ones). Not to mention I have the best sister in the damn world, who else can i call when i cant sleep at 3am and they calm my fears...i love her and I am so thankful for her. Some people are only in your life for a season and this situation has showed me that...I am very nervous about Weds. I did purchase a fetal doppler so whenever I get nervous I listen to their heartbeats and I talk to them. But Weds Me, Babe and the Dr's will establish a game plan. Most of the time they find a membrane later on Im praying they do. On a lighter note my belly has really did some growing its amazing that its this huge already. I feel the girls move all the time. I cant wait until Babe and the boys can feel it.

I Love You London Earlene and Sydney Darlene Boone :-)