Still hanging in there. I feel like I gain 10 lbs everyday. This belly is getting huge. Im always hungry and irritable, amongst other things. I really need to vent but I will try to keep it to a minimum out of respect for my father because he reads my blog. I had a rough week. Babe is under alot of pressure so i'm trying to take care of him. The kids are on spring break this week and i'm taking care of them. The baby is in his terrible 2's and he is a terror. I need to market, wash clothes, clean a little and finish shopping for these babies before i get tired. Yes Im having a babyshower but some of the big things we have to budget in so we dont break the bank. I just want to have everything in order just in case the girls come early, or just in case they put me on hospital bed rest. Im only one person though. Babe is the money man its all up to me to make all these decisions about stuff. I been going clothes crazy for them. I swear Im going to dress them up everyday like 2 little doll babies. But i'll admit I shouldve been buying other things. I have purchased diapers, wipes and bottles, but mostly clothes. Can you blame me though? Ive been buying boys clothes for the last 10 years and finally a change. Mommy is buying the cribs so thats a blessing. And she wont admit it but I know shes probably going clothes crazy too. I was looking for some carseats on sale....damn they are high...they actually had one in the store for $259...it really wouldnt be so bad but since we have to buy 2 its a little pricey but its all good, as long as my little princesses get here healthy and safe.
On a lighter note these little girls have been kicking up a storm. They just recently gave their daddy a kick at first they wouldnt kick for him. But he lays on my tummy and makes the noise that Chewbaka makes...lol...they like that, I have no idea why. I swear I feel them all in my ribs and lower abdomen. Its funny because I can tell that its 2 of them. With my singletons I couldnt feel movement up that high this early. I told babe it feels like they have a set of bunk beds in there. I go back to the specialist tomorrow...more opportunity for him to scare the living hell out of me. Babe is staying home with the older kids. My mother is going. Why? Why? would I decide to torture myself and my doctor this way. My mother is a piece of work but I love her dearly. She knows everything though, shes probably gonna ask the man questions he cant even answer. This should be funny. I must admit Im a little worried but not as worried as I have been in the past. I just take it one day at a time. Hopefully they are sharing and have no weight differences because if they do then its a problem. But he told me the symptoms to look out for. He said my belly would be lopsided because one twin would have more fluid and that if my stomach got enornously big overnight than those would be red flags. I haven had any of that but dr's dont know everything. So hopefully all is well, I just have to keep the faith. And I have a mean a$$ support system in my family, thats all I need. Faith, love and support. Everything else is void. Im just trying ti get my baby girls here I deal with the rest of the ''BS'' later. Lets see how tomorrow goes.....cant wait to see how big Little Miss London and Little Miss Sydney have gotten. Pics will be up tomorrow...Gn Family.
On a lighter note these little girls have been kicking up a storm. They just recently gave their daddy a kick at first they wouldnt kick for him. But he lays on my tummy and makes the noise that Chewbaka makes...lol...they like that, I have no idea why. I swear I feel them all in my ribs and lower abdomen. Its funny because I can tell that its 2 of them. With my singletons I couldnt feel movement up that high this early. I told babe it feels like they have a set of bunk beds in there. I go back to the specialist tomorrow...more opportunity for him to scare the living hell out of me. Babe is staying home with the older kids. My mother is going. Why? Why? would I decide to torture myself and my doctor this way. My mother is a piece of work but I love her dearly. She knows everything though, shes probably gonna ask the man questions he cant even answer. This should be funny. I must admit Im a little worried but not as worried as I have been in the past. I just take it one day at a time. Hopefully they are sharing and have no weight differences because if they do then its a problem. But he told me the symptoms to look out for. He said my belly would be lopsided because one twin would have more fluid and that if my stomach got enornously big overnight than those would be red flags. I haven had any of that but dr's dont know everything. So hopefully all is well, I just have to keep the faith. And I have a mean a$$ support system in my family, thats all I need. Faith, love and support. Everything else is void. Im just trying ti get my baby girls here I deal with the rest of the ''BS'' later. Lets see how tomorrow goes.....cant wait to see how big Little Miss London and Little Miss Sydney have gotten. Pics will be up tomorrow...Gn Family.
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