I am in the worst mood of my life today. My damn sides hurt. I went to the dumb ass Dr. and he tells me its round ligament pain. Hmmm lets see...let me describe what it feels like...it feels like a samuri is taking a sword and twisting it into my sides. In lay mans terms my uterus is stretching to make more space for both of the babies. Imagine being in pain and its nothing you can do about it. On top of that I feel like a fat ass cow. No one cares...all people care about is calling me with there stupid problems...dumb shit that can be fixed in 2 minutes. Its going to be a few months before my problems are fixed and I just deal with it. Then I get so tired of people saying ''well when i was pregnant'' excuse my expression but bitch have you ever carried twins? I have 3 children, that means 3 full term pregnancies and this pregnancy is unlike any of them. My body feels like it felt when I was 7 months pregnant with my other children. I am 21 weeks and yesterday my Dr told me I am measuring 30 weeks...go figure. I stay in the house all day with the baby. I need to get the hell out of here and I cant. Babe doesnt understand. I guess he assumes that Im okay because Im home....that couldnt be further from the truth. So what he goes to work. I work too. Im a mother, daycare provider, teacher, nurse, psychiatrist, a maid, and a cook. I need a break sometime but I cant get one. Im about to blow my top here.
Hi Nell....Daddy here. I understand how u feel..oops...sorry.. #@$&*$@, I never carried twins...lol. Hang in there..you know you can handle this...or else He would not have placed this on you (No soul is given a burden they cannot bear). You have a good husband....you are making him famous. The book will be a million seller! Love ya.
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